Losing

My life is a myriad of loss
Painting murals of my mistakes in
Reds and accusing yellow
Hello isn’t this great?
I did it again, believed in something that
Could never be
Because of this
Because of me
I destroy everything I see
Sitting here beneath the stars
Feeling alone in my heart
Despite the fact that I’m surrounded by fools
The biggest fool is me
And now
I’m trying to bend the truth
With the devil on my shoulder
Whispering in my ear
That this is all over